I need somebody won t u help me
I need somebody won t you tell me who I am I need somebody please please help me
I need somebody u must tell me who I am I ve been livin a lie so long it seems I ve lived a life time.
If u could see what I feel it would make your ghetto lood like heaven And I believe it stems down from my family situation
I never liked my old man
I couldn t stand to be around him Sometimes I sit all alone just starin at his picture.
My heart turns to stone and I think of this (Chorus I)U never loved me u never held me tight
instead u shook me like a beast to wake me up at night u tried to make me think that your ways were best
when all I was was an outlet for all your stress Life it s the ultimate sin
A game with no rules that you re expected to win My personal hell s hidden with a grin "Dad take the stand and let the trial begin" U said that oil and water don t mix though it seems cool.
Keep with your own and don t fuck up our gene pool U should ve went to school like your bigger brother
but you played the fool with a different color Runnin ship with a whip
I tried to keep up but I kept getting tripped Money made u so wise
how could u look thru my face and not see your own eyes Do as i say and not as I do
but I can t cuz when I look in the mirror I see u And oh the pain how it hurts
it was always your home and your business that came first U said a man is as good as his word
but your mind was closed and mine never herd They say the nut don t fall far from the tree
look at u then look at me
(Chorus II)U ain t nothin to me u ve never been to me
And all u ever gave a damn about was money see So now fuck u man you ain t shit to me
And it s the day that I die of this hate that I m free Now I know growin up son that it ain t always been easy
and I know at times I was not always there for you We never spent much time just talkin or havin a good time
but understand growin up son I never had a dime So I worked my ass off and I put myself thru college
and everything I have to this day u know I built it all Oh I wish I could go back and change the years that s lost between us
I wish I could take back some of the things I said to you Son I said I m sorry
Son I said I m sorry but still u resent me so.
Son I said I m sorry and why do u resent me so??? (Chorus III)I always loved u I always cared for u
just never wanted U to go thru what I ve been thru I tried to raise my fuckin family just the best I know
and now I m hated like the devil and for what I don t know Dahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!! |
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