| As I look at what I ve done The type of life that I ve lived How many things I pray the father will forgive One situation involved a young man He was the ocean and I was the sand He stole my heart like a thief in the night Dulled my senses blurred my sight I used to love him but now I don t I used to love him but now I don t I chose a road of passion and pain Sacrificed too much and waited in vain Gave up my power ceased being queen Addicted to love like the drug of a fiend Torn and confused wasted and used Reached the crossroad which path would I choose Stuck and frustrated I waiteddebated For something to happen that just wasn t fated Thought what I wanted was something I needed When momma said no I just should have heeded Misled I bled till the poison was gone And out of the darkness arrived the sweet dawn I used to love him but now I don t I used to love him but now I don t Father you saved me and showed me that life Was much more than being some foolish man s wife Showed me that love was respect and devotion Greater than planets deeper than oceans My soul was weary but now it s replenished Content because that part of my life is finished I see him sometimes and the look in his eye Is one of a man who s lost treasures untold But my heart is gold I took back my soul And totally let my creator control The life which was his to begin with I used to love him but now I don t [Repeat to end] |
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